this must be like my 4th blog site yet im not much of a blogger. i am a big thinker tho. the hamster is always running, but i dont seem to write many things down. however it is nice to be able to look back after months/years and see what exactly i was thinking or what was happening in my life.
i just looked back at my old xanga page. wow. i was an interesting guy back then.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
| many times i find myself lost..confused..faithless not physically..nor mentally but spirituality its tough to soak in some things in life and other things..i cant quite explain why i do them yes i go to church and truly love every second of it and understand the meaning of most lessons but i still realize this gap a spiritual gap that i feel is gettin larger and larger as each day goes by life is a struggle and i know that but..man..life can just be a pain in the ass and it never seems to go away im not sure why i really writin this i just feel lost and i need you God build me up give me strength give me discipline |
i hope ill actually use this blog in the future. not for any type of comical relief, or amazing daily posts, but just what life is like. what im feeling. how im doing. what things in life really got me thinking. what things God is showing me.
ill leave it at that for now.
God is good. has been. praise and glory.
another blog! i'm gonna stalk you now :) hahaha
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